Since Wednesday

I dreamt about you three times since Wednesday. You are an entity formed of many characters, a sum greater than its parts. A whole? I hope not. If you are whole then I am unneeded, excluded. If you are a whole then I am a parasite, leeching off your love for my livelihood. Because you fill a void, this heart echoes hollow without your teeming thoughts for this heart to pour into itself. I am dying, crinkling up from loneliness; I need you to need me, need me, drink my mind, live for my elixir of ideas. Emptiness eats me from the inside out
                                                                                      So I keep sucking you up, a bottomless loveless

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